Anything can be bought as long as you can pay the price for it.

 When life makes you pained and desperate  Did you drown in sickness and went to hospital?  Where there are pristine walls smelling of bleach Reminding of still winter than lively summer And to those who are burning inside & out There is nothing better than this chilling peace.  But when you thought you were incurable, broken beyond repair,  Who was the doctor that held your hand in hope?  Who was the one that pulled you to live?  And gradually you relied on that only smile.  Dear white coat medic, I am chained by my disability,  I am dying, I swear I am not lieing.  It becomes harder to live by another day,  Please end this futile battle when there is no other way. 

 The scene I am enjoying is so wrongfully right, Do I even have the right to be seen by you?The flow between us is so deep and melodious Like the ocean that hides more than it reveals You show me the warm spring beyond my dead winter,  And melt my heart like the sunlight does to snow But I wish that this was my forever, I can only have you now because you care. Your hands are so pure, like the clouds from heaven,  Can't hold my dark existence for long.  I did rather be walking the pits of hell Than to be ruining your blissful beauty. But how can I walk away When you hold me so tight? When you smear my colour on your body And happily embrace me with giddy eyes. You and me are like the sky and the earth, Everytime we meet it's a disaster on the world. Still you want me, even if it burns your destiny. Do you really want to fly down the abyss with me? 

  Oh sweetheart, it's been a long time How come you showed up out of blue today? You are lashing out to me fiercely Creating a fire that burns my heart to ashes,  I hear your eloquent words that jab me hard Repeating the past, reopening the memories. Do you really think I do everything for you? Maybe yes, maybe no, but you are in my thoughts,  The beginning of my emotions that starts from your name Flowing like a river larger than Amazon,  Always giving you my finest creations Because for me you deserve nothing less.  You say that you still haven't forgiven me But why your eyes soften on me? Letting me hold your hands tight,  Asking me to sit right beside you. Coming so close only to say you are going too far, Oh dear, do you know that you are such a tease? 

Dancing away in despair and delight Where you don't know what to speak,  When you touch and tease, yet still deny me Which makes me want to burn each step you walk on.  Disguising threats as praise filled words Calling proper a flashy show and simple being unkempt,  Hugging my enemies, scratching my wounds How long do you think you can hide?  Serving me with precision and accuracy Yet cuffing my limbs to your territory,  Your golden face hides a world of darkness Smiling away acts of poison and deceit.  Moving in a way so sinuous and seductive  Holding me with gentleness that seems so sincere, Which makes me ponder of your motive behind,  Will you give me a luxurious hell or a thorny paradise?   

ज़माने से पुराना ये दिल  आपको सदियों से जनता है | रूकते रुकते पत्थर बन गया,  फ़िर भी आपके खातिर धड़कता है | शबनम की नमी लेकर  आप ख्वाबों की जमीन भीगाते है,  चाँदनी बनकर आप हमारी  यादों में बरसते रहते है | इंसानियत की सच्चाई से बेख़बर ये दुनिया आपको मिटाने का खौफ दिखती है,  इसलिए रूह में दर्द समाकर  आपसे नज़रे छिपाए रखते है |